When B and I first went vegetarian we ate everything that was not an animal, and a lot of junk food is not meat. Most people, when they think vegetarian, think thin healthy people. Be honest, I bet you do. While B and I managed to lose some weight after the switch (not from any effort just from the diet change) it certainly wasn't enough to make us healthy. This is sort of how I feel right now about our unschooling. I finally let go of anything I was holding on to that had me pushing learning, but we aren't in a healthy place and I know it.
I feel a little lost and uninspired to "enrich" our environment. It's not the kids I am worried about, it's me. What am I doing with my days? Am I setting a good example of how to spend my time wisely? Am I learning or am I slacking off every day? I'm not sure right now. It's an uncomfortable feeling, but I like that I am aware of it. We are coming into the busiest part of the year, made busier for us with two birthdays. We are doing low-key this year. I feel like the one thing I can focus on right now is keeping it simple.