December 22, 2011
Our days are so boring lately. It's not that we don't have anything to do, it's that nothing seems satisfying. So we flit here and there, bickering over everything, staying up too late at night, and always sort of waiting for the next something to happen. I know my mind is turning to mush because while everyone else is posting about important political issues, climate change, health studies, and human rights - I can't even focus on the titles let alone read the actual information. I try to sit down with the kids to read, but they don't want to listen. I try to show them something on the computer, but they tell me it's boring. I try to take them places, but they fight every step of the way. I'm not sure if they are feeling my blahs or vice versa. All I know is I'm so not motivated to do anything right now. I haven't even sent our monthly attendance report in for November. At this point I guess I'll just send two in January.